participate in worry that I will not be able to learn all the information necessary for my math exam.
I realize that worrying about learning the information means that I am not Here breathing and thus working directly with the information and instead playing an energy game. I realize that it is not effective to learn information if I am allowing myself to be distracted by energy within my mind and feelings and emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I will not be able to do well in my current course because I did not do well in my last course over 6 years ago.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the information that I am learning and to believe that I am less than the information. I realize that the information is just words with definitions and that I must simply integrate the words and definitions and practice applying them.
When I am studying and I think that the information is too much for me to learn - I stop and I breathe - I realize that the information is not more than me - I have the prerequisite vocabulary to understand the information and thus it is only a matter of practice until I am effective and equal to the information as application.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that learning information is an activity reserved to 'smart' people and that by not learning new information immediately to the point that I can immediately apply it does not make me stupid and being able to do so would not make me smart - it only indicates that I have either learned or not learned the information effectively.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within learning new information from the starting point of survival where I use anxiety to motivate me instead of self-direction to practice the information until it becomes clear and I am able to apply it effectively.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sleepy and tired when faced with new information to not face the experience of myself as not understanding something and to not have to face the experience of walking through the phase of not understanding the information completely.
When I am faced with learning new material and I feel sleepy and tired - I stop and I breathe- I take a break if necessary from the information or I identify what are the specific points towards which I am reacting so that i am able to clarify the information that I am allowing myself to react towards in order to not create a point of belief that I am inferior to the information. When I identify the words or concepts that are not clear - I look up the definition and build the word my vocabulary using the Vocabulary Builder. I then practice applying the word within the context of the information I am working with. I do this process until the word is clear and I am able to apply it without any hesitation.
"So, remember that in your process of walking out of the mind into the physical, you are not only living for you - but for all of existence, equal and one - from the water molecules, to the plants to the planets and stars in walking an opportunity where we can create and manifest a world, where, - when one IS born, the certainty of a life living to grow, and expand and develop is ABSOLUTE" - Sunette Spies